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"My Humps"

2005-12-11T22:42:00.000-08:00

What you gon’ do with all that junk?
All that junk inside your trunk?
I’ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,Get you love drunk off my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely little lumps. (Check it out)

I drive these brothers crazy,
I do it on the daily,
They treat me really nicely,
They buy me all these icies.
Dolce & Gabbana,
Fendi and NaDonnaKaran,
they be sharin’
All their money got me wearin' flyBut I ain’t askin,
They say they love my ass ‘n,
Seven Jeans, True Religion's,
I say no, but they keep givin’
So I keep on takin’
And no I ain’t takenWe can keep on datin’
I keep on demonstrating.

My love, my love, my love, my love
You love my lady lumps,My hump, my hump, my hump,
My humps they got u,She’s got me spending.
(Oh) Spendin’ all your money on me and spending time on me.
She’s got me spendin’.

(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me
What you gon’ do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?

I’ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
What u gon’ do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I’m a make, make, make, make you scream
Make u scream, make you scream.

Cos of my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely lady lumps.
(Check it out)I met a girl down at the disco.
She said hey, hey, hey yea let’s go.

I could be your baby, you can be my honey
Lets spend time not money.
I mix your milk wit my cocoa puff,Milky, milky cocoa,
Mix your milk with my cocoa puff, milky, milky riiiiiiight.

They say I’m really sexy,
The boys they wanna sex me.
They always standing next to me,
Always dancing next to me,
Tryin’ a feel my hump, hump.

Lookin’ at my lump, lump.
U can look but you can’t touch it,
If you touch it I'ma start some drama,
You don’t want no drama,
No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama
So don’t pull on my hand boy,
You ain’t my man, boy,I’m just tryn’a dance boy,
And move my hump.

My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My lovely lady lumps [x3]
In the back and in the front.

My lovin’ got u,She’s got me spendin’.
(Oh) Spendin’ all your money on me and spending time on me.
She’s got me spendin’.(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me.

What you gon’ do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I’ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.

What you gon’ do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I’ma make, make, make, make you scream
Make you scream, make you scream.

What you gon do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I’ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
Get you love drunk off this hump.

What you gon’ do wit all that breast?
All that breast inside that shirt?
I’ma make, make, make, make you work
Make you work, work, make you work.

She’s got me spendin’.
Spendin all your money on me and spendin’ time on me
She’s got me spendin’.
Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me.[Will.i.am]
So Real [x17]

-- kewl song of the year!!!

"Si Timang at Si Tanga"

2005-12-07T00:00:00.000-08:00

May nagsabing timang sa tanga ng mga katagang “Andito lang ako lagi”

Settings: Nasa Jupiter si Timang at si Tanga…

TIMANG: Hi Tanga, alam mo ano mang problema tutulungan kita sa abot ng aking makakaya… Hindi kita iiwan ikaw pa… Sana nga ako na lang lagi ang mag-aalaga say o…
TANGA: Talaga???? Mabuti na lang anjan ka? Nakakangiti na ako…
TIMANG: Siempre naman sasamahan kita lagi at tutulungan kita… Ayoko yatang indi ka okey noh… Saka mo na lang ako isipin kapag okey ka na ng lubusan…
TANGA: (Nakangiti sa ulap)… Ang sarap naming pakinggan nun??? Sama ka punta tayo sa MARS…
TIMANG: Sure… Seryoso akong ditto lang ako para sa’yo…
TANGA: Salamat naman at iba ka talga sa kanilang lahat na nagsabing tutulong sa akin…
TIMANG: Ano ka ba wala iyon kasi naman hindi ako kagaya ni Mang Jose.

Nung nasa MARS na cla…

TIMANG : Hoy tanga, alam mo ba ang saya saya ko ????
TANGA: (Nakangiti abot langit)… Thank you at masaya ka sana kapag naglakbay tayo pabalik ng Jupiter masaya ka pa rin… :-P

Pagkalipas ng 48 Years pagbalik ng Jupiter….

TANGA: Timang, nasan na kaya yun..????
(Ginawa ni tanga : Tumawag sa telepono, nag pa warp, nagtext ng 1M times, nagpablotter, nagpa diaryo, nanawagan sa publiko, ginalugad ang buong galaxy, nag ym, nag msn, nag AIM, nag friendster, nag Hi5, nag blog, nag google etc…)

Kaya lang ito lang ang sagot sa kanya: “The ____ you are trying to reach is busy for a moment. Please try your luck next time” :-(

"Kahit Wala Ka Na"

2005-11-11T01:51:00.000-08:00

Minsan ang buhay parangmusika
Puro tunog, damdamin aywala
Pag iyong naririnig, mayhinahanap pa
Wala nang buhay, maykulang pa rin
Ito ang nadama nangmawala ka
At sa haba ng gabi, nasanaydin ako
Napatunayan kong kahitnag-iisa
Tuloy ang buhay kahit wala ka na

Chorus:
Kahit wala ka na, kahit wala ka na
Bukas ay naghihintay sa gitna ng pag-iisa
At kung sakali man iibig pang muli
Sisiskapin kong hindi na muling magkamali
Mahirap mang gawing limutin ka
May luha man sa 'king mga mata
Tuloy ang buhay kahit wala ka na

Ad lib:(Rrepeat chorus,except last 3 lines,)
Itatayo ako ng panahon
Sa luhang dulot ng nakaraan
Tuloy ang buhay kahit wala ka na

--This song is the song that always crossed my mind everytime I think about the heartache and lies brought to me by the Love I thought was forever....

I guess only God has all the answers why I felt all these hurt... I can't pretend that I'm not missing that person but i guess i will soon get over it. For my life is continuing faces all the changes of being alone again...

Hal, if you will only read this I just want to say Iloveyou for the last time and goodbye....

"finally it's me who knew everything"

2005-11-07T01:31:00.000-08:00

Dude... Guess huat nahuli ko nga cla sa mismong haus pa... Yung flirt na cindy nga na cheap ang jowa ng ex ko na ngayon... Haayyy it's painful to see na ganun ang maging situation di ba... Right now hinihingan pa ako ng chance???? Tama ba naman yun???? After ng lahat ng pain at lahat lahat ng sacrifices sa isang sorry lang okey na??? Tama ba naman yun... Inaamin ko sobrang bitter ako kasi every morning I always heard the voice of that cheap girl na ang tapang harapin ako at ipagmalaki kung gaano cya ka cheap? As in na in love daw cya kay edz because of that 1 pc red rose? Tama ba yun ipagmalaki nya sa akin kung gaano cya ka easy to get... Yack!!!! Naman!!! At sabi nia pa na alam nga din daw nya na may relationship kami but then ito ang pamatay na line: "ano bang magagawa ko eh mahal ko cia at mahal din nia ako kaya kapag magkasama kami eh masaya kami" wow pet na pet ang dating di ba????? Kewl cla ang kapal ng mga mukha nila... Anywei madami kaming napag usapan nung girl hanggang naiyak cya kasi nakakatawa ang kababawan nya.... Sabi ko na lang eh di fine sa yo na... Da ba imagine kung ayaw talga ni edz bat nag monthsary pa cla nung nov. 2 yack araw ng mga patay... hehehe... yun lang bitter ako at sana lang maging masaya cla kasi ako i'm so happy for them kasi napaka stupid nila at napaka moron.... As of now nagmamakaawa c edz sa akin na balikan ko cya kaya lang naisip ko ano ko tanga???? Kasi hindi ganun kadali ang lahat ng bagay lalo na kapag damdamin na ang nasaktan at nabastos ka na lahat lahat.... Da ba masaya naman cya masyado.... Kaya gudluck.... God works...

"24 days"

2005-11-01T23:36:00.000-08:00

Yes... it's been so long long time.... Haay finally I knew na niloloko nga nya ako from the mouth of that stupid jerk... Haay.... sabi ko nga eh ang galing naman ang bilis ko talga malaman ang lahat lahat... Actually bitter ako ng sobra kasi nalaman ko pa ang number nung haliparot na girl nya... Anywei wla naman akong balak na gumawa pa ng kung ano man kasi honestly speaking i'm just wasting my time to think and think to that person who never think of what will i do after I knew all the mess i felt... Affected nga ba ako???? Nah, anywei feeling ko sa super galing ko mag reverse psychology nakuha ko din ang sagot as in wlang kakwenta kwentang pag uubos ng panahon at pera.... Wow pede na talga akong maging detective... Kasi ang dali ko lang natuklasan na niloloko ako ni edz.... Ang kewl sobra.... Kapal ng mukha nila ng babae nya... Malamang pinagtatawanan nila ako ngayon kasi ang galing galing ko alam ko na ang lahat... Baka nga ngayon magkasama pa cla sa kung saang dako ng mundo.... Anywei ano pa ba ang dapat kong iexpect sa manlolokong taong ito? Sayang talaga at mabait ako... KUng hindi ako mabait baka nabura na cya sa mapa ng mundo.... Pero ang wish ko lang sana nga maging masaya cya... Kasi hindi ganito kadali ang pain na inabot ko kasi i never expected na magiging ganito.... Para sa akin stupid cya to max power... Nakakadiri habang nagsasabi ng iloveyou at niyayakap ako feeling ko ganung ganon cla ng babae nyang haliparot na alam na alam nyang commited sa akin ang taong ito tapos ginagago nila ako.... Basta bitter ako.... At i need to be careful what i wish for kasi baka magkatotoo na naman.... Goodluck sa kanilang love affair.... TI at FY... basta alam ko Cindy is the name ng babae nya wala ng iba... yun lang...galing magkarhyme kami nang name.....

"28 days"

2005-10-29T22:05:00.000-07:00

Dude nalimutan kong magpost yesterday... Di ba ang cool.... Ang saya saya ng fotang pag-ibig na ito.... haay ewan ko ba hindi ko na alam kung ano na ba talga... anong real score ano na or what's up.... Ang gulo di ba? Hindi ko na din maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko para kasing anjan nga cya pero sa totoo lang wla eh... Malapit na matapos ang countdown na ito at araw araw marami akong narerealize... Tama ba ang narerealize ko???? May mali ba sa ginagawa ko??? Sana nga malaman ko kagad ang tanong na ito... Kung computerize lang lahat di ba eh malamang nadelete ko na lahat ng pain na nararamdaman ko.... Haaayyy.... kelan kaya ayoko naman mag buzzer beater... Ano kaya ang magandang song? Hehehe... Pwede na nga yata akong magcompose ng bagong song eh... Kasi naka torn ako sa moving on at going on... Ano kaya ang magandang gawin moving on or going on... Hehehe... But i know this pain teach me how to be more mature and strong...Cge til next post na lang ulit... magulo pa ang panahon parang umuulan pero hindi ewan... magulo na din akong kausap...

"30 days"

2005-10-27T04:58:00.000-07:00

Dude alam nyo bang 2nd monthsary namin after 2 years today... Fotah nagaantay na naman ako kasi sabi nia may surprise daw cya sa akin... Hindi ko naman alam kung san ako mag aantay at san kami talga pupunta... Haay alam nyo ba yun 8:00 pm na nagtext pa cya ng around 6:30 pm imagine i was waiting for the reply 1.5 hours na... Ewan ko ba bat ganun talga cya lagi na lang ako ang last choice... Ewan ko na talga sa kanya naiiyak ako sa inis... Bwiset na pag ibig at katangahan ito... Ewan ko... Haayyy... ganito talga ako tanga... yun lang...

"GOODBYE TO YOU"

2005-10-26T02:04:00.000-07:00

Of all the things I believe in I just want to get it over with tears from behind my eyes but I do not cry Counting the days that past me by I've been searching deep down in my soul Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old Looks like I'm starting all over again The last three years were just pretend and I say Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I love The one thing that I tried to hold on to I still get lost in your eyes And it seems like I can't live a day without you Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to Ohhh yeah It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time I want whats yours and I want whats mine I want you but I'm not giving in this time Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to The one thing that I tried to hold on to Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to We the stars fall and I lie awake Your my shooting star

"31 days"

2005-10-26T01:03:00.000-07:00

Dude mabilis ang araw di ba??? 31 days to go na lang... Sana maovercome ko na nga itong crisis na hinaharap ko.... Alam nyo ang sakit pala ng ganun noh??? Yung pilit mong sinasabi sa sarili mo na kaya mo pero parang ikaw pa rin ang natatalo... Emotions nga lang kaya ang nagpapa hold on sa akin???? Ewan ko ba kung bakit ang dami dami ko nang rason sa mundo para iwanan cya andito pa rin ako para sa kanya.... Haayyy feeling ko nga baka malapit na me mag disappear kasi almost lahat ng nasaktan ko from before relationship ay bigla kong accidentally nakita at hindi na galit sa akin and telling me na okey na... Sana ikaw din okey na din? Di ba ang galing... hindi ko alam kung ano ang intentions ni GOD why I suffer this pain, pero alam ko in due time siguro marerealize ko din ang lahat lahat... Cguro nga sa pagharap ko ng crisis na ito malalaman ko na ang halaga ng tunay at tamang pag-ibig. Anywei, sana nga may puntahan lahat ng mga ito...at masabi ko na kaya ko...

"32 Days"

2005-10-25T01:07:00.000-07:00

Mga dude, yes were still together... Pero I always have a nightmare now, kasi di ba nga hindi na nya pinapahiram sa akin yung celfon nya,,, tapos lagi pa cyang nagbibiro na may gf daw cya... kung kayo kaya nasa katayuan ko... ano na kaya ang ginawa nyo? nakakainis lang eh kasi kung may iba na di ba mas maganda pang aminin na lang nang tapos na ang lahat... ako din kaya maghanap na ng bf para naman at least fair? Watcha think mga dude? Kasi ang gulo naman kung 2 kami di ba ako pa naman mapagparaya eh kung ayaw na sa akin fine ayaw ko na din kahit masaktan pa ako, eh nasaktan na nya naman ako di ba? Haayyy ewan ko ba sa taong yun hindi ko alam kung manhid ba o talgang gago at tanga....

"Nice message from a friend"

2005-10-23T23:36:00.000-07:00

Sweet words are easy to say, Sweet things are easy 2 buy, but sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming, hope ends when U stop believing, love ends when U stop caring, friendship ends when U stop sharing. To love without condition... to talk without intention... to give without reason ... and to care without expectation...

"33 days"

2005-10-23T22:04:00.000-07:00

Ang tagal ko din hindi nag post noh... Well anywei kasi naman po ang tagal kong wla sa office since friday ciempre kaya now lang me nakapag post ulit... I dunno kung may nakakabasa ng journal kong ito pero at least may blog kasi dito ko nailalabas lahat ng mga saloobin ko sa sarili ko... Ewan ko ba sabi ng mga barkada ko ako na daw ang pinaka shonga shonga sa buong mundo... Ewan ko ba kasi eh may nalalaman pa akong days days hehehe mukha naman akong baliw habang lumilipas ang mga araw. Pero ewan ko sana nga unti unti na akong bumangon sa pagkalugmok ko sa isang bagay na hindi ko alam kung kelan at bakit nangyari ang mga iyon... Anywei mga dude cguro naman mawawaksi ko na din ang fear ko basta mabuti na lang talga at may blog as in naisusulat ko lahat nang aking nadarama...

"What do we mean to each other"

2005-10-20T04:06:00.000-07:00

I'd rather know if you had turned the pageIf you go faster than I doSuddenly it's not so clear just what I am to youAm I friend, am I lover, do we still need each otherWhen you touch me, when you touch me baby I can tellWhat do we mean to each other, am I friend, am I lover is it over nowIf this is it then why bother tell me where do we take it from hereWhat do we mean to each other am I friend ,am I lover, is it over nowDo you love me still or do you just mean wellI can see clearly how im hurting youEvery breath gives you a wayAll we go on separate roads has gone in the way.Am I friend, am I lover, do we still need each otherWhen you hold me, when you hold me baby I can tellWhat do we mean to each other, am I friend, am I lover is it over nowIf this is it then why bother tell me where do we take it from hereWhat do we mean to each other am I friend ,am I lover, is it over nowDo you love me still or do you just mean wellTime became a poison looking slowly on my homeScrewing all the memories, Is it tearing us apartWhen you touch me, when you touch me baby I can tellWhat do we mean to each other, am I friend, am I lover is it over nowIf this is it then why bother tell me where do we take it from hereWhat do we mean to each other am I friend ,am I lover, is it over nowDo you love me still or do you just mean wellWhat do we mean to each other, am I friend, am I lover is it over nowIf this is it then why bother tell me where do we take it from hereWhat do we mean to each other am I friend ,am I lover, is it over nowDo you love me still or do you just mean wellDo you love me still or do you just mean well

"37 Days"...

2005-10-19T23:19:00.000-07:00

Hello mga peeps ako po ulit andito na naman at nagsusulat ng aking journal ng 40 days... Cguro kung ako ang nasa lugar nyo malamang iniwan nyo na ang taong ito... Haay ewan ko ba naman kasi kahit alam kong niloloko na ako in some ways ng taong ito pilit ko pa ring inaantay na sasabihin nya sa akin ang katotohanan... Tanga na kung tanga pero ano ba ang magagawa ko ganito yata ako talaga mahilig magpakatanga kahit nasasaktan na sige pa rin... Pero sabagay at least naman kapag kung sakali mang wla na talgang puntahan ang relasyong ito pwede kong sabihin sa taong ito ng taas noo... na it's your lost not mine... Haayy sana nga matapos na ang mga araw na ito sobrang pagod na kasi ako halos basag na ang puso ko hindi ko na alam kailang magagawa pa ulit... Sana na nga lang yung totoong mga taong nagmamahal sa akin cla na lang ang mahalin ko ewan ko ba stubborn ng puso ko at isipan ko... Anyway tapusin ko na nga ang blog ko for the day... Lessons learned... Love more yourself... It is not selfishness.

"Piano in the Dark"

2005-10-19T03:11:00.000-07:00

When I find myself watching the time
I never think about all the funny things you said
I feel like it's dead
Where is it leading me now?
I turn around in the still of the room
Knowing this is when I'm gonna make my move
Can't wait any longer
And I'm feeling stronger but oh
Just as I walk through the door
I can feel your emotions here
It's pullin' me back
(Just a little more back)
Back to love you
Oh no, caught up in the middle
I cry just a little
When I think of letting go
Oh no, gave up on the riddle
I cry just a little
When he plays piano in the dark
He holds me close like a thief of the heart
He plays the melody
Born to tear me all apart
Silence is broken
And no words are spoken but oh
Just as I walk through the door
I can feel your emotions here
It's pullin' me back
(Just a little more back)
Back to love you
Oh no, caught up in the middle
I cry just a little
When I think of letting go
Oh no, gave up on the riddle
I cry just a little
When he plays piano in the dark
*music plays*
Silence is broken
And no words are spoken but oh
Just as I walk through the door
I can feel your emotions here
It's pullin' me back
(Just a little more back)
Back to love you
Oh no, caught up in the middle
I cry just a little
When I think of letting go
Oh no, gave up on the riddle
I cry just a little, oh i cry i cry
Oh no, caught up in the middle
I cry just a little
When I think of letting go
Oh no, gave up on the riddle
I cry just a little
When he plays piano in the dark

Friends currently I can say that this song hit me... It really tackles what I'am right now...

"38 days na lang"

2005-10-19T01:28:00.000-07:00

Yun nga po mga dude 2 araw palang po ang nakakalilipas pero ang masasabi ko medyo meron na akong progress... Kaya lang mga tsong kahapon disaster kasi naman napatunayan na naman nya na hindi ko kayang maging walang kibo sa kanya... Ewan ko ba sa taong yun kung ano ba naman talga ang gusto sa akin... Hindi ko na kasi alam kung pinaglalaruan nya na ang damdamin ko o hindi pero sinasabi ko sa inyo wala akong tiwala na sa mga sinasabi nya, unless nagkakatama cya eh di naniniwala na ako... Mga tsong the fact na tinatago nya pa rin sa akin ang CP nya haay duda pa rin ako... Kasi naman ang wlang tinatago na tao eh kahit ikalat mo lahat ng gamit mo hindi ka matatakot... Iisa lang kasi ang naiisip ko bakit kaya anjan pa rin cya sa akin... Eh kung may trip na cyang iba? Kainis naman di ba mas maganda pa kasing direcho na hindi na yung mukhang ganito para lang wlang kwenta....Hindi ko naman ciempre maitatanggi na masaya ako kapag kasama ko cya pero nababadtrip din ako kasi may ka text cya pero hindi ko alam kung cno at parang worrid na worrid as in madami na naman ang tumakbo sa isip ko, pero ang masasabi ko lang cge lang... hanggang ganito pa ako... darating din ang araw babalik din ako sa dati... Sana lang nga ako ang nagkakamali para naman at least hindi cya...

"fool again"

2005-10-16T18:52:00.000-07:00

[Shane:]BabyI know the story,I've seen the pictureIt's written all over your faceTell meWhat's the secretThat you've been hidingAnd who's gonna take my placeI should have seen it comingI should've read the signsAnyway...I guess it's over[Chorus:]Can't believe that I'm the fool again,I thought this love would never end How was I to know?You never told me,Can't believe that I'm the fool again And I who thought you were my friend,How was I to know?You never told me.[Bryan:]BabyYou should have called meWhen you were lonelyWhen you needed me to be thereSadlyYou never gave meToo many chancesTo show you how much I careI should have seen it comingI should've read the signsAnyway...I guess it's over[Chorus][Mark:]About the pain and the tears,oh oh oh,If I could I would,Turn back the time[Shane:]Ooh yeahI should've seen it comingI should've read the signsAnyway...I guess it's over[Chorus x2]

"Sa kanya pa rin"

2005-10-16T18:42:00.000-07:00

Dude, alam nyo hindi ko alam kung ano ba talaga ang gagawin ko ngayon... Sana may makilala akong psychiatrist para naman mawala na ang paranoia sa buhay ko... Alam nyo bang na para hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko ngayon, hindi ko alam kung paano ako magiging okey basta nifefeel ko lang na okey ako kahit hindi... Yep friends hindi pa rin ako okey para kasing kailangan may proof pa akong makuha para maging okey... Haay ang hirap naman ng sitwasyon ko, kasi nga kailangan kong alamin ang totoo sa hindi, para akong masisiraan na yata ng ulo sa pagiging ganito na hindi naman ako ganito... Hindi ko naman cya pwedeng bantayan di ba kasi hindi naman ako gwardia at hindi ko malilimi ang katotohanan kung ganun ang gagawin ko... Basta nalilito na ako dahil hanggang ngayon sa kanya pa rin ako sumasaya... Ewan basta exaggerated na ang feeling ko kaya hindi ko alam bat ako ganito.... Siguro kailangan ko na lang isipin ang sarili ko na maging okey at maging mahinahon sa panahong ito...

"Unang ARAW"

2005-10-13T23:44:00.000-07:00

Ngayon may narerealize ako.... dahil naman sa naiisip ko na sasabihan kang mahal ka pero ang sasabihin nya sa iyo na hindi nya alam kung bakit cya naguguluhan sa mga barkada nya at sa akin... Parang ang siste ay parang mas gusto nyang piliin ang mga kabarkada nya kaysa sa akin... gusto nyang magpakalugmok sa mga bagay bagay na alam na alam naman nya na hindi nakakabuti sa kanya... Alam ko naman na dapat paimportansyahan din ang mga kaibigan pero sana iisipin din nya na may nag aantay lagi sa kanya... Kaya nakakainis lang naman kasing tanggapin na dahil sa mga kaibigan nya nasisira ang relasyon namin... Tama ba naman yun? Ako ba sinira ko ba ang relasyon namin dahil lang sa ka stupid stupid na sense of thinking na kasi hindi mo alam kasi na kulang na lang sabihin nya gusto ko kasing maglakwatcha lagi kasama ang iba kasi mas masaya pala ako ng ganun... haaay... kung nung una pa kami nagkaganito sana hindi ako nahirapan ng husto... Lecheng katwiran yan...

"SPACE"

2005-10-13T03:05:00.000-07:00

Haaayy.... space na ang kailangan nya ngayon... Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong isipin, bakit cya naguguluhan? Sa tinagal nang aming relasyon, bigla na lang cyang naguluhan. Maaring ayaw nyang sabihin sa akin kung ano ba ang rason ng ikinagugulo nya, pero alam kong maaaring mahal nya nga ako pero may ibang tao na cyang nakikitang mamahalin pa lang... Maaring hindi ako cya pero alam nyo mga dude masakit ang isipin ang ganun, pero ganun talaga marami na talagang relasyon ang humahantong sa ganito dahil lang sa isang bagay. Alam ko 2 taon na kami at akala ko halos lahat ng pagsubok nadaanan na namin sa aming relasyon. Pero ngayon, masyado na akong naapektuhan binigay ko man ang space na kailangan nya ako ay isang tao na nawawala na... hindi ko alam bakit ganun? hindi ko alam kung bakit di ko makayanan ang problema na ito... Sana nga lang kasi matatag ako na maging walang pakialam sa kahit anong nararamdaman nya.... Sa kahit anong sakit na madarama ko alam kong hindi na nya ito nadarama... Maaring aasa ako ngayon, pero sana makaahon na ako sa pagkalugmok sa sitwasyon ko... Hindi ko alam san ako tutungo pero mga dude cnasabi ko sa inyo hindi lang ang pagkalugmok sa pag iyak at alak ang maaring mangyari sa akin... Haay sana nga lang pwede kong itapon lahat ng pakiramdam ko... Tinatry kong maging ok... Pero sana nga maging Ok na ako.... Mahal na mahal ko nga lang kasi cya...

"Pagkatapos ng 2 taon... eto na ang tanong"

2005-10-11T22:13:00.000-07:00

Sa araw na ito, ngayon ko nalaman na masakit pala ang magmahal ng sobra sobra. Hindi ko nalagyan ng limitasyon ang aking sarili. Napansin ko na lamang na naghihingalo na ang aking buong pagkatao ng maramdaman ko ang mga bagay bagay na hindi ko inaasahan na mangyayari. Dalawang taon din ang lumipas at akala ko sa pagtahak ng landas patungo sa susunod na taon para sa pag-ibig wala na akong mararamdaman na pighati at kalungkutan, kumbaga nga eh sapat na o tapat na wala na akong hahanapin pang iba at wala nang madaramang sakit. Mas masakit pala ang mag expect ka ng sobra na hindi ka niya sasaktan. Alam nyo mga tsong mas maganda pa pala ang nasasaktan ka physically eh kasi nakikita mo at alam mo kung kelan ito maghihilom. Pero kapag kalooban mo na ang sinaktan madaming bagay ang maaring maapektuhan. Alam ko ngayon ko lang talaga nalaman sa sarili ko na hindi ko na kilala kung sino ako dahil sa sobrang ibinuhos ko ang lahat lahat para sa kanya. Nagawa kong kalimutan lahat pati ang lahat ng nasa paligid ko tipong hindi ko kilala... Mahal na mahal ko kasi cya as in binigay ko ang lahat lahat, kala ko nga pati buhay ko mawawala na rin eh. Alam nyo ba yun yung tipong nasanay ka sa isang bagay pero masaya ka pa rin na hindi ka nagsasawa sa lahat ng nangyayari sa inyo, kuntento ka kung hanggan san lang ang kanyang makakayang ibigay basta bahala na akong punan iyon. Pero ngayon pala kailangan kong isipin na humanda na sa posibleng kahihinatnan ng aming relasyon dahil sa unti unti cyang lumalayo sa akin. Malapit man cya pero may iba na cyang destinasyong tinatahak. Na kahit na nakita na ng 2 mong mata ang kanyang pagsisinungaling patuloy ko pa rin cyang pinagbigyan. Ewan ko ba, tanga nga siguro ako pero nanaig ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya. Cya kaya ano kaya ang gusto nyang sabihin sa akin at ayaw nyang kausapin ako ng totoo. Puro kalimutan na lang ang mga naging kasalanan nya. Ngayon nahihirapan ang damdamin ko sa nararamdaman ko. Kasi hindi ko alam kung nasaan na ba ako... Wala ang aking kaluluwa sa kakahanap ng kasagutan, nagkamali nga ba ako talaga sa pagsunod sa lahat ng kanyang gusto at ngayon nagsasawa na cya? Haay... inaamin ko apektado ako ng sobra tipong wla na akong buhay.... Sana matapos din ito.. sana wag cyang mawala sa akin, pero kung ayaw na nya sana makaya ko....

"Bakit?"

2005-08-05T07:26:00.000-07:00

Bakit kaya ganun?
Parang kelan lang nung tayo ay masaya sa lahat ng bagay,
Mga trip natin ay laging sabay sabay.

Sabi pa nga natin nun na walang iwanan sa ere
Kasi mas madali lahat kapag tayo ang umeere
Ngunit nuon yun...

Ang mga oras na dati ay sabay
Ngayon ay oras na sablay
Wala na sa ating gunita

Na lahat ng bagay sa atin ay mali
Basta ikaw o ako ang may naisip
Hindi na pwede maging tama

Parehas na tayo na inis
Sa araw araw wala nang nakakamiss
Kundi puro pait at lungkot

Yan ang ating pakiramdam
Kaya nag iiwasan na lang
Parang walang alam

Bakit... naisip mo ba ito
Nung mga oras na tumatawa tayo
At sinabi mong walang iwanan?

--- Haaay ganyan yata ang nangyayari sa mga magkakaibigan na mababaw...

"This next song JuSt FoR You BaBy..."

2005-08-05T07:14:00.000-07:00

You with the sad eyes don't be discouraged oh I realize it's hard to take courage in a world full of people you can lose sight of it all and the darkness inside you can make you fell so small But I see your true colors shining through I see your true colors and that's why I love you so don't be afraid to let them show your true colors true colors are beautiful like a rainbow Show me a smile then don't be unhappy, can't remember when I last saw you laughing if this world makes you crazy and you've taken all you can bear you call me up because you know I'll be there And I'll see your true colors shining through I see your true colors and that's why I love you so don't be afraid to let them show your true colors true colors are beautiful like a rainbow

--> What more can I say about the love that we have... You are my everything 'coz you were you and I love you the way you were... I'm Happy to spend our two years together...

ang bilis naman

2005-04-29T02:14:00.000-07:00

whew... grabe itong buong week na ito parang may hinahabol na di ko naman alam kung ano... kasi parang last week lang ako nag blog saturday pa yun imaginin mo hindi ko namalayan lumipas na pala ang ilang araw at biernes na naman... cool sana eh kaya nga lang parang ang bilis na naman kasi ng panahon eh malapit na naman mag half year and magpapasko na naman... haaayyy gastos na naman...

"moment"

2005-04-23T09:29:00.000-07:00

The night that I never forget was the night that I never expected my only love will hurt me the way that I never felt before. It was really a nightmare to feel the pain I haven’t expected to feel…

Ganun pala ang feeling kapag super sama na ng loob mo noh tapos tinatago mo… I felt I was dying this whole week para sa akin is a mess kasi wla akong gana sa lahat ng bagay… Ang hirap itanong at magpretend na masaya kahit sa damdamin mo hindi pala… Mahirap tumawa at makipagkwentuhan ng happy ending na ang nasa loob mo puro lungkot… Honestly speaking kung may magtatanong lang sa akin nung moment na nararamdaman ko iisa lang ang masasagot ko … I want to disappear o kaya madissolve na lang ako parang hangin as in mawala na kasi ang hirap kapag masakit na masakit pero hindi mo masabing nasasaktan ka as in nakakapagod mag isip ng mga desisyon na feeling mo wala dapat masasaktan…. Syempre nag sorry na cya sa akin pero since di ko makalaimutan ang pangyayari, yang moment ngang yan gusto ko nang lumipad kasi parang feeling ko ang layo layo ko na sa sarili ko kasi sa sobrang hindi ko matanggap ang feeling ng masakit…. Dati kasi ang alam ko kahit kelan okey lang ako pero ng dumating ang moment na ito mali pala ako na wala palang sigurado sa sitwasyon ng tao at hindi lahat ng bagay ay okey… May isang tao ngang nagsabi sa akin habang niyayakap ko ang moment na ito na “Ayan ngumiti ka lang” para maging okey ka isa lang ang gusto kong isagot pero hindi ko nasagot… Gusto ko sanang sabihin pwede ba akong umiyak ng umiyak para maging okey? Ilang araw pa ang dumaan unti unti akong namamatay sa emosyong niyayakap ko… akala ko katapusan ko na at hindi ko na makakaya… Pero mabuti na lang dumating na ang oras na pwede ko ng iiyak ang lahat… lahat lahat as in wlang tigil as in for 5 hours umiiyak lang ako… Kaya ngayon okey na ako kasi naiiyak ko na ang lahat at nakakalimutan na ang moment na ito kasi nakapagpakatotoo na ako at nasasabi ko na na hindi ako okey sa nangyari.

"final destination" <-- Share ko lang

2005-04-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

it was a great night with my friends... last night, i can say was really a treasure for spending again our time together since forever.... first thing that we do was we took our dinner @ one of the finest dine at the fort ->ucc coffee… great choices of food and of course it was a treat of the birthday celebrant… (actually last night also is the birthday of my favorite singer hu else ---reigne…) imagine we are waiting for the others to come to where we are for almost 2 hours… sus! Anyway, after that extravagant dinner we went to the parking lot of da fort and we spend almost 2 hours and half thinking what would be our next plan. Imagine that we were just talking and figuring out where we should go after our dinner. Hehehe…. Suggestions came up 1st suggestion gay bar (again?) nah…. Because it was very tiring to watch those men dancing naked all over again so we drop it out. 2nd suggestion to eat at yellow cab, pizza hut or whatever pizza store… huh eating again? Imagine it was only 15 minutes since we took our dinner then eating suggestion again??? Hahaha… 3rd suggestion… manila (bay walk) hehehe obviously we don’t know where we are going… 4th @ malate…. Hahaha whatever… then Alfred and half of us drive going to manila hoping we can figure out where we are going…. since I’m part of the half who still @ the parking lot we make ganti to them hehehe since they let us to wait for almost 2 hours, we left da fort when they already arrived at manila… hehehe nice trick… When we arrived at the parking lot of aristocrat we don’t know still where will be our next destination… hehehe…. Suggestion came up again: they suggest bar hopping… hehehe… we took a walk near the malate church going to the stand up comedy bar named toilet whatever and guess what the customer there was only 4 people hehehe…. that’s why we decided not to stay there… and guess huat we decided to go to jefz café and finally we had our destination…. Hahaha….

See… we had a hard time of figuring out where we are going or what we want to do only @ jefz café became our final destination… hehehe

FYI… we are always @ that comedy bar since we knew it was existing… :)

"I wish I could"

2005-04-18T07:35:00.000-07:00

--- Elenita Goco wrote:> Hi fellow Reginians,> > I am vacationing in SF, so I was able to catch the> "Queens On Fire" in SF last night!!! All I have to> say is man, both Regine and Pops were awesome!!> They really worked up the crowd and literally> brought the house down. > > Needless to say, it was a full house and I mean to> the "rim". Even Pops mentioned that she has never> seen it that full before, and she thanked the> audience.> > The "Dance Unlimited" dancers were hot!! They were> young, pretty, and full of energy. > > Here are some of the highlights of the show!!!> > Fighter Number: This beginning number set the> energy and the momentum for the SF concert. Like I> said, the dancers were awesome. They did the same> dance routine as the one done here in Manila. So,> the timing of the dancing sychronized with that of> Pops and Regine pretty well. !!!! Cool!> > Beyonce Number: > > This is a high-energy-charged dancing medley> consisted of "Naughtly Girl", "Baby Boy", "Crazy in> Love", and "Lose My Breath". Man, all I have to say> about this one is when Pops shake her behind with> the rest of the dancers in sychronicity, the crowd> went wild.> > Kylie Minogue Number:> > This is a cute medley consisted of "Can't Get You> Out Of My Head", "Love At First Sight", "Spinning> Around", and "High Upon Your Love". In this cute> dancing medley, Regine looked really cute dancing to> that catchy tune of "La La La", " La La La La La",> " La La La"..... Despite what people say about her> dancing attribute, she is not as bad as they say. > > Fever Number: > > This number was hilarious, and everybody around me> was on the floor. This number was not meant to be a> comedy number. But, because of the "crop> malfunction" (lol!) It ended up that way. It> started out with Pops handing over her cane to the> male dancer, and the male dancer accidentally knock> down the "heart-shaped cushion". So, to finish her> number or stripping, (lol!!) she told the male> dancer to hold on to the "heart-shaped cushion" IN> TAGALOG" !!! Little did Pops know that the male> dancer was an "Am-Fil". (No Tagalog!! Englisshe> Only!!!)> Regine in the meantime hop over to Pops' side in her> chair, and said something like " we can share the> "heart-shaped cushion".... something like that.> > Finally, what can I say about Regine.!!! Her> "Whenever you are" and her "Shine" numbers were> really heart-wretching. she belted those ballads> full of emotions. But, It was when she belted out> the " I Believe" Fantasia song to the highest level,> thats when the crowd went wild. They were clapping> like crazy AND gave her a standing ovation!!! You> could tell Regz was happy and really appreciative of> the audience because she gave a low bow.> > You could tell that both Regine and Pops have good> chemistry and that they were having a good time> because they were really funny with their spiels.> And needless to say Encore was not needed, because> they came back out with their "heart-name logo"> t-shirt, and returned the same energy back to the> audience with an ending medley like " girls just> want to have fun", "what have you done for me> lately", "holiday"... etc.> > Overall, we had a good time. The concept of the> concert " Queens On Fire" was coherent. I think this> is one of their best shows ever!!! Your rock!!!!> ate Regine

I wish I also watched this awesome concert.... <-- pero hindi eh.... hehehe I know may next time naman eh...

"ROBOTS"

2005-03-20T20:41:00.000-08:00

Cool film of 2005 by far I watched. Worth to watch movie, because this film has lots of humor, and it entertained not only the young people but also adults.

"Dahil roll-off ako"

2005-03-09T01:13:00.000-08:00

Dahil sa pagiging roll-off nanawa na ako sa pagbabasa ng mga cbt na nakakaantok pero in fairness may natutunan naman ako lalo na sa pagkakaroon ng emotional intelligence.... pero as in naubos ko na yata ang mga topic na yan eh kasi naman ang hirap kapag unstaffed ka nakakabored mag antay ng oras unlike kapag may gingawa ko or busy ka hindi mo namamalayan na uwian na pala.... pero salamat na rin at rolled-off ako kasi nagkaroon ako ng time to understand other things like this stuff mas naiintindihan ko na ang mga tags na nakalagay dito unlike before hindi ko alam kung paano ko ma eedit ang blog ko at least ngayon naiintindihan ko na ang HTML ng hindi ako mukhang timang na nag-iisip kung ano ba ang HTML ang dali lang pala... hihihi... salamat na lang at rolled off ako may natutunan ako....

Love Moves In Mysterious Ways

2005-03-07T22:20:00.000-08:00

Who’d have thought this is how the pieces fit
You and I shouldn’t even try making sense of it
I forgot how we ever came this far
I believe we had reasons but I don’t know what they are
So blame it on my heart’ oh

Love moves in mysterious waysIt’s always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I’ll love you for the rest of my days
But still it’s a mysteryHow you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Heaven knows love is just a chance we take
We make plans but then love demands a leap of faith
So hold me close and never ever let me go
’Coz even though we think we know which way the river flows
That’s not the way love goes’ no

’Repeat chorus’

Like the ticking of a clock two hearts beat as one
But I’ll never understand the way it’s done’ oh

’Repeat chorus’

"Love moves... in mysterious ways....

I love this song.... this really touches my heart whenever i hear this song....

Million Dollar Baby---

2005-03-06T00:53:00.000-08:00

A good to see film... I watched this already it touches me, because this film is all about making a decision and achieving your greatest dream in life. Of course, it also showed what is the role of friends, family, self and career in choosing a decision and dream in life. It was just a light drama...

---AVIATOR---cool

2005-03-01T23:24:00.000-08:00

Synopsis of AVIATOR:

Howard Hughes was an aviation pioneer, eccentric billionaire industrialist, and Hollywood film mogul in one. He was also famous for hooking up with some of the world's most beautiful women. Through the late 1920s and the 1940s, Hughes was directing and producing Hollywood movies and designing and creating innovative aircraft.

---The lead actor of this film was Leonardo di Caprio... he portrayed his role in this film almost perfect compared to his other films. They made di Caprio here more matured than his other films. I guess he really gave his best shot in this film...

For me, this film is worthy enough to be watched.....

hang over sa training....

2005-03-01T23:08:00.000-08:00

Nakakamiss din pala ang training namin sa mse... bukod sa mga taong naging kakilala ko namimiss ko rin ang bibig ko na super na na sstrech sa pag-aaral ng diction... Grabe nakaka addict pala yun kapag 8 hours mong ginagawa at ginagamit ang english words.... at kasi naman po ang aming coach ay super metikuloso... hindi ka tatantanan hangga't hindi mo nakukuha ang correct pronounciation.... pero ang higit sa lahat na namimiss ko yung affirmation namin araw-araw.... hanggang ngayon nga may hang-over pa rin ako eh

Short meeting lang...may Komentos pa....HAAY

2005-02-16T21:53:00.000-08:00

Well... meron kaming short meeting a while ago parang simple reminders lang na pwede naming matulong para ma approve yung request for "increasing bandwidth" ng connection namin.... Okey naman yung short conversation ng mga kasama pero may isang tao na clue: (topic cya as a memorable valentine date) naman na marami na namang KOMENTOS kagad....parang papansin ba.... HAAAYY naku bakit kaya cya ganun>>>sa mga ilang phrase ng speaker mas madaming phrase pa yata ang sagot niya wala naman sa topic ang sagot.... HEHEHE....

Blind DATE na KAPS....

2005-02-15T18:45:00.000-08:00

February 14.... Valentines day... People are looking for someone na pwede maka-date, hindi bilang maging bf pero para rin maging friend...

WANTED: Valentine Date.... A guy who is mature and off course may work,about 30 plus ang age, hindi timid (in short makwento)...<--- yan ang qualification lang na nasabi sa akin ng cousin ko para hanapan namin ng ka date yung isa naming cousin na girl kasi we planned to surprise her dahil la cyang date that night... So ciempre ako naman as in hanap ng mag fifit sa qualification na yan, para lang naman may maka date yung cousin namin sa aming Valentine Gimik and para maging friends sila... February 14 -->After Lunch Time...
My cousin texted me kung may nahanap na daw ba akong blind date ng cousin namin.... ay wala pa akong nahahanap.... isip,isip, isip.... that time I'm checking lookup and u drive para sa team contact info. After 15 minutes JA pop me sa yahoo asking for the TV na binebenta ko....

JA: hi ask ko yung anong specs nung TV.
AKO: SONY 29 inch... etc....
tapos naisip ko na hmmmm.... medyo pwede ko yatang matanong itong tao na ito na baka pwede maka blind date ng cousin ko since friendly date lang naman....

AKO: So, san naman ang date mo ngayon?
JA: Ay wala nga direcho sa bahay... huhuhu.... :(
AKO: So, gusto mo ba nang ka blind date?
JA: Talaga? Cno naman ito?
AKO: Cousin ko kasi ala cyang kasama mamaya eh...looking for a date lang... Ayan para hindi ka lonely ngayong valentines...
JA: San?
AKO: Sa Travern sa greenbelt
JA: Ah alam ko yan... wait baka TAVERN yung malapit sa CR?
AKO: Hindi tabi ng Oddys...
JA: Yes, alam ko yun ilang beses na ako kumain sa Oddys at I've been there na din sa TAVERN side-A pa nga yung band nun eh... Good place.
AKO: Ano okey sa yo?
JA: So, 3 lang tayo mag dadate?
AKO: Ay hindi blind date mo cousin ko tapos magkakasama kami din ng ibang cousin ko na may date.
JA: Ah.... So, may ka date ka na...
AKO: Yep... Ano sama ka?
JA: Okey lang sa akin kaya lang baka naman ma OP ako?
AKO: Hindi noh kasi date mo nga cousin ko yung ka blind date mo...
JA: Okey cge anong oras? Sabay na ba tayo?
AKO: Ay hindi kunin ko na lang number mo kasi magccmba pa ako
JA: San ka ba magccmba?
AKO: Sa greenbelt church sa baba lang yun malapit sa TAVERN...
JA: Meron bang cmbahan dun? (tsktsktsk... di ba nakapunta na daw cya dun ilang beses pero di nya alam na may cmbahan malapit dun...hehehe)
AKO: Meron no... akala ko ba alam mo yun? baka naman iba yung cnasabi mo? Ano?
JA: Hindi, alam ko talaga yun noh... ang number ko is SUN 24/7 can't text her unless SUN cya...
AKO: Hindi, tatawagan na lang kita kapag wala ka pa... Mga 7 pm ha...
JA: Sure, okey 7 pm darating ako dun.... cno ba ang band ngayon?
AKO: Freestyle daw eh...
JA: Wow! Nice choice okey yang ban na yan....cge see you later
-------end of chat conversation------- ayan nakahanap na ako ng kablind date ng cousin ko...

Before I leave the office I advised him na mga 7:30 pm na tapos sabi ni JA sure daw darating siya tapos mukhang tuwang tuwa pa ang loko... :)

7:30 PM at TAVERN....
Dumating na po si JA... pinakilala ko siya sa cousin ko... tapos syempre ako ang nauna dun kaya tinanong ako kung magkano ang rate... Kasi pagpasok mo pa nga lang sa TAVERN nasa front desk na yun kung magkano ang per person... Sabi ko aloud 480 per head consumable... pero ang bayad kapag bill out na...

So, nagumpisa na po si JA na mag bida sa cousin ko... Sabi nung cousin ko first time ko pa lang dito sa TAVERN... JA says you know this is my second time here.... Ciempre nung order time na he suggested ng iba't ibang klaseng drinks sa cousin ko... (well naririnig ko lang po... kasi naman ang lakas ng boses nya noh...) tapos ang mga naririnig ko is about sa salary and everything in short nagyayabang na yata po... Tanungin ba ako ng tax ko???? tama ba yun idamay pa ako sa topic nya... haaayyy...eh di ciempre kaya nga pumunta dun eh dahil para mag enjoy hehehe... Tapos kumanta ng medley na yung freestyle... Aba ang pinag usapan na yung kapanahunan hehehe... Una sa medley yung don't know what to do don't know what to say--->sabi ni JA ah ric segreto kumanta nyan <<<-nakuha nya tapos next song is Give me a chance JA yelled alam ko yan Odette Quesada yan... hehehe di ba kumanta nun si Ric Segreto rin hehehe.... Patapos na yung second set ng freestyle tama bang magyaya na umuwi in the middle nang kasiyahan... ???? So, bill out na, Ciempre hiningi na yung bill... Yung bill is nagexceed nang kaunti since 9 kami ciempre share share.... My cousin divide the bill into 9... Take note 540 pesos each lang... Paulit ulit na sinabi ng cousin ko... Eh di nagcontribute na lahat... Guess what guys kasi yung date nya yung may hawak ng contribution mantakin mo kung magkano ang binigay ni JA????? >>>>300 pesos lang.... Huat????? Kulang yata yun sa original na per head ng TAVERN pero take note nakapunta na daw cya dun... Ciempre hindi ko alam na 300 lang binayad nya kasi di naman sa akin inabot nung nauna na cya ko na laman na ganun... At yung ka blind date nya pa ang nagabono...>>>KAPS naman as in... take nyo yun? yacks!!! Sana kahit yung 480 na lang ang binayaran nya para naman di nakakayacks!!!!

Wala lang akong maisip na title...

2005-02-10T01:13:00.000-08:00

Hindi ako makatapos ng isang araw na hindi nakakapag Blog.... kasi naman medyo wla naman akong masyadong ginagawa puro basa lang ng basa pero in fairness naman po may nakukuha naman akong magandang aral... hehehe... kasi ang ganda ng topic nang binabasa ko title nya ay "Increasing your Emotional Intelligence". Oh di ba maganda siyang topic as in mas maiintindihan mo ang pang araw-araw na tagpo sa iyong buhay... Hindi pa kasi ako nakakaisip ng magandang ilalagay sa blog na ito kaya nagkwento na lang ako....

PALUSOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-09T01:29:00.000-08:00

Bakit kaya ganun kahit ilang beses ka mag text wala kahit isang reply... Hindi ka man lamang naaalala kung nag aalala ka ba o bale wala lang....Minsan sabi sa akin ng isip ko baka naman busy???? OO busy nga kasi buti pa ang ibang tao ay natetext, bakit kanyo? Mantakin nyo ma wrong send ba naman eh di nalaman ko tuloy na may ka text cya na ibang tao... Haay minsan nakakatampo naman kasi bakit ganun kapag tinawagan mo naman ang laging sagot tinext kaya kita hindi mo ba nareceive? Eh ciempre wala ka naman na receive na text eh ang susunod na lang na sasabihin sayo ay ano ka ba titext sana kita at kararating ko lang, kaya lang tinawagan mo na ako eh... Oh di ba palusot?????

Ang araw na ito...

2005-02-09T01:24:00.000-08:00

Ang araw na ito ay ang araw na okey yun lang...

The Premiere Night...

2005-02-07T18:39:00.000-08:00

Last night I watched the premiere night of Channel 7's produced film entitled "Let the Love Begin"... Actually if you are there just like me, you can observe different kinds of people participated in that movie premiere. There are the solid fans of the loveteam others purpose is not just to see different Artist from Channel 7 but also to be an "USI" (Usisero), some are to take advantage of the event to make malicious acts and also to snatch cellphones and wallet... They say that Filipino people are very fanatic but why some especially males love to take advantage of the crowded scene place? They don't care if they can hurt other....

2005-02-07T01:01:00.000-08:00

This is taken last year sa may Dencios Tagaytay... Cool na pose namin lahat... Last year lang yan pero para ang tagal tagal na kuha na yan... kasi ang tagal na rin namin hindi nagkikita kita eh... C Mam Ann nasa Bahrain na... C Mam Jen ay nasa province yata... Kami naman ni Kendiff busy busyhan sa work... Haayyy ang life talaga noh... Nakakamiss ang College days kasi alang problem nuon... Senti na yata ako...

The Story Of U and Me...

2005-02-04T01:37:00.000-08:00

Love… is something that will tell you who you are. This will bring you joy and sorrow.

I remember two years ago, I was just an ordinary person looking for nothing. I live my life like an ordinary people who don’t know how to hum and don’t have any melodies in their hearts. I fond of hanging out with all of my friends I met every step of the way, do the things over and over again just to be satisfied. I have different kinds of relationship that it seems to me just a relationship and no ‘big deal’ I just don’t want to be alone. That time, all I know my life is already perfect, but I guess lack of colors. In that life I can get everything that I want in order me to be happy and be satisfied for once. Then my days are just the same like a routine that never changed.

I never thought of anything, all I care is that I’m living in this damn world. I can laugh, I can cry and I can move whatever time I want without restrictions and I can face the world all alone and without someone I can call my own. I met different kinds of people and soon I forget.

There you are an ordinary person who lives in a life that is full of unexpected circumstances that you cannot explain. You feel all those pain that you cannot explain why there is any pain in this world. You felt that no one can ever love you truthfully. No one can ever care and make you complete with acceptance in heart and mind.

You just thought that there is someday, with someone for you. But you care is that this is a damn world that you need to enjoy without thinking of the future. Without knowing what is this life all about. You have lots of friends that lead you to both good and bad but you cannot differentiate them, you just think that they are all your fiends; friends that you cannot live without. You have in and out in different kinds of relationships but all you got is nothing but a painful end. Happy but seems empty.

Then we met… You came into my life and I came to your life. No one ever guess that we will know each other. No wonder people never believes what we have is real. But fate was really cruel because it always helps us to find our way… And that way is US. Many times we felt all the pain in our hearts trying to win the battle of life. But all those colors we’ve longing for are I guess is what we have right now and what we are facing today….

Many times we wished not to be in this world anymore but when we are together we are asking for more than a lifetime to be together. Now, I know that I have a dream… And you have also a dream… A dream that we both wish to have forever à our love.

I don’t know what phrase I can still add because I will just repeatedly say that this is the story of you and me…

Hayyyy....

2005-02-03T01:22:00.000-08:00

Hay naku hindi natatapos ang buong gabi na hindi ako nag iisip sa mga bagay bagay na nadaan sa aking araw-araw na buhay…

Buong araw kang naka tengga sa wala ka kasing magawa dahil ito ang nararapat mong gawin… Nakatutok maghapon sa monitor at inaalala ang mga araw na napakadami mong ginagawa… Bakit kaya na pressure pa dati eh ngayon naman ang haba haba ng oras na libre… Ang daming binabasa may iilan na reretain sa utak ang iba naman ay talagang alam na nuon pa… Hay yun lang ang alam kong masasabi sa araw araw na wala pang ginagawa… Nakakabato rin at nakakaantok ang pangyayaring gaya nito.